Normally, I would get these depressive mood swings every so often (not actually depression, just stuck in sad thoughts that usually last a day or two). Now it seems like they’re replaced with this sense of pressure on everything I do, almost like it’s a feeling of existential dread, but I prefer it to the sadness. The reason for this change is because I have a newly found sense of direction. In short, my foreseeable future is entirely dependent on me (unless we enter another war but by that point I’m dippin). I’ll have a video about it up very soon. I have a good feeling about the views on this one but saying that might jinx it. 6 _6 But there’s no need to worry about this sudden shift in mood, this feeling will soon pass.
