Went outside today. T’was nice. Part 2

Dammit. It’s going to look like I double posted tomorrow, but its still the 9th in my time. Guess I lose my streak, but I’m not all that distraught. I went outside twice today. Once when it was foggy in the morning and second during noon when it became sunnier and things started to heat up. I don’t know how to explain how I feel today other than free. Free from what? I don’t know. I just feel my soul is lighter than before. Maybe I’m experiencing some form of detachment. Reading this psychology book has really put some things into perspective for me. I don’t think the book is all that great, I actually find it quite pretentious and masturbatory, but nuggets of truth can be found in-between the pages. There is merit behind the words (I’d sure hope so if it’s from a renowned psychologist) and it helps me see humans in a new light. In short, humans are still animals and as such, they still hold some common instincts and patterns for the sake of survival. We still do not know where instinct ends and original thought begins. In many aspects, religion is a manifestation of the blurred line between instinct and introspection. “Man of god” is a common trope amongst many religions and is rooted somewhere within the psyche of the collective used to invoke the power of this “Übermensch” within the individual. At least that’s what I took away from today’s reading. Very fascinating. Had nothing to do with this lifted weight I was just going off on a tangent cuz I thought that was really interesting. :p Oh yeah, and I drew something from imagination for the first time in my sketchbook today yippee,