I’ve been in a slump as of late, that happens from time to time. And I’m hard on myself for it every time, because I expect myself to do better the following day (which almost never happens). It’s a continuous cycle that strengthens the harder I work. I keep telling myself that there’s some step that I’m missing or that I just need to be in a more productive mindset. Maybe I should just follow my body and just… be. I’m always struggling against myself “all along it’s just me vs myself”. A new approach I’ve been taking to periods like these is to “be my best boss” and maybe I should combine that with the concept that “all frustrations in life comes from the weight of expectation”. Many people would say that they shouldn’t set such high expectations for themselves. Maybe I should take that to the extreme and set no expectations for myself, just do what I feel in the moment; not worrying about what that thing is or how it fits into my day. This is my experimental month after all, not just with social media, but with how I conduct myself as well. Let’s see what happens when I give my id a little more wiggle room. This could mean my output becomes more inconsistent, or that I don’t meet deadlines, or that I’m just wasting my days away, but for now it’s no thinking, just doing.
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I would really appreciate if you did.